Wake me up when September ends....

I am so incredibly anxious right now and scared. I have no money. I am incredibly poor. I am barely going to get by with the next two weeks. I am trying to look for different jobs. I applied for an operations at Wells Fargo it sounds like the data entry Janet does so hopefully I did the right one. I also applied at esurance and capital card services. I hope one of these places hires me. I might go early tomorrow to total cards at the west mall and apply there too. I'm sick of living paycheck to paycheck. It sucks ass. All I want to do is crawl back in bed. You don't worry about stuff when you are sleeping. After this month no more time off until my birthday. I also need to work on saving money too but that's a lil hard when you don't have any to save in the first place. I seriously am on the verge of a breakdown I think. I'm going to go now and leave for work in a bit. So goodbye.